Jan 18 2023

Claude Monet once said, “every day I discover more and more beautiful things. It’s enough to drive one mad. I have such a desire to do everything, my head is bursting with it”. And while Monet was referring to his paintings during his development of expressive art, he was ultimately speaking of his urge to capture reality and record his surroundings faithfully in the ever-changing nature of light and color. Monet, among other 19th century impressionists, aimed to translate his perception of the natural world directly onto the canvas. Over the last few days, I have completely resonated with this impressionist philosophy. Impressionism argues that we don’t see the ‘real’ world objectively because everything that we perceive is filtered through our minds – our minds that are filled with emotion, memories, and unique lived experiences. I have had so many life changing experiences during my time in Australia and I have been able to better understand and conceptualize them through the impressionist philosophy.
Ever since I was a young girl, I have been constantly aware of my environment and all its surroundings. I observe how humans interact with another and take joy in the small moments of typical day to day life. As I grow older and expose myself to new people and cultures, I find different meanings to life. Our world is filled with so much grief and sorrow, accompanied by so much love and joy. I know that I have alluded to these themes before, but they are things that remain constant throughout every lived experience. We all see world through a unique lens that ultimately impacts the ways in which we live, grieve, and love. Like Monet, my head is bursting with thoughts and emotions as I reflect on my every encounter. G and I both have had our minds transform over the last few days and we are overwhelmed with the feelings that follow this. We are both taking the time to deeply reflect on every moment and are living with presence in the meantime. So, enough with all of the deep philosophical shit, here is a rundown of our past few wild days back in Byron Bay.

Monday morning in Byron started with brunch at the ‘Avocado Hut’. G and I both indulged in delicious chicken avocado wraps filled with fresh veggies and chipotle mayo. This was probably my favorite meal in Byron, as I can still feel my mouth water thinking about each bite. Avocado Hut was located next to a boutique called, ‘Chia’, so of course we had to stop by. G found an elegant, white silk dress hanging on the rack that was for ‘rent’. The dress looked too perfect on her not to rent it out for the night, so we made the decision to get glammed up for our last night in Byron. We walked down to the beach to get some much needed sun tan time until getting rained on and heading back to our hostel. On our walk back, we were on the hunt to find me an equally stunning dress, and stopped at pretty much every shop until we found the right one. Byron Bay has dozens of cute little shops and restaurants, so it’s almost impossible not to spend hours stopping in each store. By our last stop, I had found the dress for me. There’s no better feeling than finding a piece that makes you feel pretty.
The woman at the store recommended lots of things for us to do for our girl’s night. She recommended getting some dinner and then heading over to the piano bar called, ‘The Northern Hotel’ for drinks and singing. I had seen the piano bar come across my Tik Tok ‘for you page’, so I knew that this was a hot spot in town. G and I stopped for some sushi after our sunset photoshoot. In all honesty, this was probably some of the worst sushi I have ever had. To be fair, we did walk in only an hour before closing, so our only option was to eat the sushi that was left on the ‘sushi train’ – and sushi that is not made fresh to order, loses it’s flavoring and texture. Nonetheless, we ate plenty of it and made our way to the ‘Northern Hotel’.




When we walked into the piano bar, there was a small crowd with two gentleman playing classic sing a long songs on the pianos. There was a group of people our age sitting in one of the corners, so we asked to join them for the night. There are some nights where G and I’s social batteries are running low, and I am so glad this was not one of those nights. We met two boys from Melbourne named Rory and Tim, and spent the night with them drinking vodka sodas and singing to Mamma Mia, Billy Joel, Taylor Swift, and other classics until about 130am. G and I are convinced we got the party going, as we were pointing to people on the streets, prompting them to come and join along. At about 10pm, the bar filled with people of all different ages, from all over the world. Maybe it was the countless vodka sodas or maybe it was G and I’s love for singing and dancing with strangers, but this was hands down the best bar we have been to in Australia so far.
Rory and Tim are carpenters from a rural town just outside of Melbourne. From the moment we sat by them, we connected on a special level. The boys taught us that every moment is fleeting and exists exactly for what it is. Tomorrow is never guaranteed, so you should always treat others with nothing but compassion and love. We all start out as strangers to one another, so it is important to make each other feel safe and valued.
The four of us decided it was time to leave the bar, as we had all lost track of what number drink we were on. We headed down to the beach, none of us knowing that this night would be one of the best nights in all of our lives. As we were putting our feet in the water and feeling the sand wiggle between our toes, two girls from Sydney invited us to join their ‘bonfire, that wasn’t really a bonfire’. I think what they meant by this was that there was no actual fire going on, but a circle of strangers sitting and playing music on their guitar and ukulele. I don’t know all of the names of the people sitting in this circle, but each one played a special role in the night.
I sat next to the ukulele player, a man from Chile named Pablo. Pablo strummed his ukulele for hours as other people took turns singing over his chords in different languages and melodies. A man named Josh started playing a tune on the guitar with Pablo on his ukulele, while a French boy free-styled in French. Everyone in the circle sat and enjoyed the song these three strangers had strung together, each finding different meaning in the moment we were all a part of as one. After the song was over, Josh started crying. I was unsure as to why he was crying, but I know that what he was feeling must have been so beautifully overwhelming. This was something that was so special for me to witness, as it was another reminder that all that matters is the moment we exist in.
There is a lot more depth and story to the rest of this night, but it is something that I have decided to keep sacred to myself. I say that this one of the best nights of my life because of the genuine love and authenticity that radiated across the entire circle. There is no better feeling than love and the way it can physically make you feel deep inside.


We got home late that night, or early that morning, and had to be checked out of our hostel just hours later. G and I met Tim and Rory for some breakfast in Byron and we all went up to the Cape Byron Lighthouse before saying goodbye. Cape Byron Lighthouse sits on Australia’s most easterly point. The views from the top of lighthouse are absolutely stunning, with sweeping views over the Pacific Ocean. I have included some of my favorite pictures from our time here.
G and I are currently in Melbourne, Australia until tomorrow morning. We spent yesterday’s rainy day at the ‘Lume’ art experience and have plans to visit Phillip Island and its blue penguins later today.






























































